I am going to talk about how something they (gangs) do to a human being. Gang members are allowed to victimize, and can be used, to do more than one thing to that person. In this case, making masturbation noises, all the time around you. Laughing like it's funny, etc. Sex and violence, behaviour training, violent sex training, for you.
In this case, to maybe to try to drive me again, into trying to comment suicide again, or to commit a act of extreme violence on someone, probably a women, or to try to commit a strategic level act of terrorism. (Worlds most dangerous terrorist). Gets arrested. You see, they were right all along. I am a woman hater, because I do not like women, who hurt for fun, or profit, or men to like that. Murder a, ok, to them.
How this, also ties in, with the devil voice. I still here daily, around where street people are, (city hall library, homeless shelter, the previous day shelter, and here ""Arnika Inn" run by the women's society, all the same peoples, criminals with jobs and street people gang members and pretending not gang members with jobs) and have access to you, isolated and alone. When I was going to the local library. I knew when someone not involved came in, or police. The devil voice volume would be turned down. I could tell, it was the volume being turned down. Until I could not. Too tortured, too abused.
Also I am going to make a new thread called "Listen to the voice of the devil with me". Made April 3 2021. Yesterday. I guess I could upload a million recordings, if I had them. One or a million, it makes no difference, if you do not believe. Never the less, I can trust no one in Yellowknife, and tried to get the message out. Warned. The recording is about 10 minutes long. Need to turn volume up full. They don't want to be recorded, doing this. All they need is some wireless Bluetooth speakers in the room, or rooms next to me, to do this, or cell phone. Or on people around me. They just pretend, it is not happening most of the time, like they pretend there victims, are crazy all the time
What is the best way to prove someone is crazy? Drive them crazy. Donald Trump them to.
This is extremely dangerous for me, to do personally. Someone, who has been in the psych ward several times, and the last time, placed straight away into a padded room, even though, I brang myself in, and did no violence. The local hospital psych ward is another place to, the devil voice gets used. Might be wrong. Probably not. Also having so many people hate me, and basically, want me dead, or as good as, also makes this extremely dangerous for me.
I use to have lots of strange dreams, when a child, and as a teen even. Once I had a dream, where I stopped the devil from destroying the world. Very real. I talked about this around Yellowknife. Maybe 2 or 3 times. With all kinds of perverts around. I did not know. They are always watching, and listening. Seeing, if they can find something out. Make notes on cell phones and such now. So they can get more drugs, or more career security, etc. I could have only told a doctor, that is all, it would have taken, I believe now.
You will always be under constant surveillance, by gang members. Just like in these prison shows. Even what you say. They will at first accuse you, of being a cop, or undercover. Even though, all know, exactly, who you are already. A victim to victimize. Always around everywhere they can be. Very few places you can go, when homeless. They follow you around. Can be extremely well dressed.
So for the last couple of years, the devil, has been, my new best friend. Of course, he is always trying, to convince me, the world needs destroying, in various ways. He tries to convince me this. That with all these people, what they are allowed to do to me. Sure makes him see correct. (They are doing the devil voice too of course). I think of him as the devil though, just in case. Also that, along with all the masturbation noises, from convicted sex offenders, and such. Well he does it one way (sex and violence), and the perverts and such, another (sex and violence). To masturbate, and then do sex, I suspect, to someone. Probably prostitutes first. Get rough with them. Then violent. Then maybe violent, with someone, they are also abusing (you pasty they victim). Just in case, she or he, talks to the cops then, or more likely by then, ordinary people. I never really realized this fully till today. April 4 2021. Is this my fault now to? I must be punished, not them? Another not crime? More retaliation against me allowed?
So I remember now. In the first day shelter I was in, and had just became homeless, but for some time now. They tried to get me to rape someone (pretty staff woman). They were talking about (the devil voice), how I had to for some reason, rape her, for her own good. I had a look. In the room. She was in the room to. I seen how she looked, and how she acted. I just left, and stayed away, as much as possible. She was being abused too. A employee there. I did not understand. Is this my fault to? Even though, for sure, they are all doing this, to people, and for years now to? Is that all over the world now to? A science now to. She was very pretty and young. She got some time off, and a vacation later. So they talked about how she was being sexually assaulted, all the time now upstairs there and I had to save her. Voices or the devil, or both, and how they acted in various situations.
Well they are starting to make banging noises, and loud long noises again, even like 2 or 3 am at night, to wake me up, and fully awake. Then the staff (gang members), and or the gang members staying here, wake me fully up, in the mourning. I use to complain, all the time about banging noises. Crazy George. Started banging noises today again. The same people as before. Some of them anyway. Long loud wailing noises to. Forgot to do, for a few day now. Started again yesterday.
Watch do you think, even just having masturbation noises, all the time around a, horribly victimized person does? Along with all other things done regularly and routinely, just not as intensely? It gives them depression, to one degree or another, along with more and more severe anxiety issues. Along with, more and more severe, long term physical, and mental, long term exhaustion. Harder and harder to concentrate, and to think clearly. Will try to commit suicide. Talk to the police and you find out fast the truth. It's all you. Human right people to. Make you waist your time, and frustrate you. When you are trying to act, and fix as told to do (you think seriously now). No money. Or very little. try to talk to a lawyer and will will sound like Donald Trump, or much worst. As you try to explain, what you do not even understand yourself. Assuming you can physically speak. And not just cry to the point, that you have a hard time, just breathing sort of. Probably, you will just curl up into a ball. I have done that to. You have to decide. Do I fight back, or just go insane, and withdraw from the world, right then and there. I have done that too. I have seen legion, and it is my government, and yours now to. Made real, here on earth. Is that my fault to?
You are exhausted, and in bed, and constantly forced, to think about having sex, and you are starved, for any type of happiness, and pleasure. So you overeat, start masturbating, and will become most likely, crazy or suicidal, or get involved into hard drugs eventually. Whatever takes first. They will get, more and more brutal, as times goes on, these pretend, not gang members. Till one or more things take. Unless it is drugs, or you are dead, they will continue. Getting more and more brutal. Especially with masturbation. They want that. So they push that, as much as possible. Most effective by far to destroy you. As more and more, dog pile, in on you, even faster then. The government is full of perverts, who gang up with others to.
They want you in the psych ward. Then no one cares, a crazy person. The, a crazy dangerous person (criminal record). Than a crazy, dangerous, junkie, pervert, rapist.
So today April 4 2021. I had to listen to the male gang member self proclaimed gang leader, in the room next to me, fantasizing that someone called him several times. Even though the desk phone never rang. I say this out loud so he can here to. Once when was pretending someone called him, and he was mad. That person, was trying to convince him, to stop. He was mad, at that person. They do stuff like this, all the time. They are trying to dominate you. Just like on these TV jail, and prison shows. They get worst and worst.
It's like, when it's bad for that person. Imagine that person, is a child. That child is around grown adult, angry crazy violent people, abusing all they can. Including you. You are terrified all the time. They start treating you, worst and worst. Getting more and more violent, over more and more trivial things. Taking all there frustrations out on you. Some gang member, did not get enough crack today, so they take it all out on you, anyway they want to. Where have all the child abusers gone?
To be perfectly clear. I never heard any devil voice, until I was around, where homeless people (gang members) hang out, and was also officially, homeless and alone.
So the new thread, with audio recording link is called "Listen to the voice of the devil with me". In Openchat here.
