So if the S hasnt hit the fan ny October 3rd Im done. For real. All I ever wanted to do was garden and have a couple chicks. That's how all this started. I never wanted to be so gun related and as I look at my gun safe I think of all the stuff I could have done instead. Didn't go to Gettysburg this year as I had been planning for 5 years because I had ammo to pay for. Its Spetember and I have yet to take my son on his annual train trip. Im not cutting down any one and maybe Im a big damn *** but that's how I really am. Im not one of you guys no mater how much I wanted to pretend I am. Im still gona be around to talk about gardening and canning and maybe even the chicks but Im about done with talk of insurrection and riots and shooting bad guys. Maybe this war will be the end for us all and I'll be happy I have done what I have done for the couple extra weeks my family will survive. Im not asking for ether the don't go post or the good ridens ones ether because like I said Im still going to be around Im just not getting back to the urban homesteading idea that brought me here in the first place.