NOOOOOOHave you considered a skid steer? I was looking for a small tractor a few year ago and landed on a Bobcat skid steer. Does everything I want. I have a 8N with a loader that I would give away but no one wants it. Anyway, buy bigger that what you want because you will regret getting something that won't work good for you.
Skidsteers are great for being in business with in a civilized marketplace.
But they are extremely hard to maintain--notoriously so. I've worked on some myself, and they are a pain. Plus, you are totally dependent on having many gallons of oil around (they are entirely hydrostatic drive) and they are also not fuel efficient for the amount of work they get done. They break down pretty frequently. They also wear out their tires faster than farm type tractors. They are expensive to buy and maintain at the best of times, but with the lights out--forget it.